Foggy Silence

Please don't stare
For I am invisible do not whisper sweet nothing in my ear
for I am deaf do not have sympathy for things gone wrong because nothing has
do not set fire to my soul for it is for too hard to torch
do not shake me I feel no chance in motion
do not try to freeze the passing time it has no hold on me
for I am invisible & deaf
And the sands of time shift though my fingers like water and are thrown though the air to land where they may they fall from the heaven and into my hair
I gather them in a small pile and remember that even though you stare
I am invisible & deaf
I am only the sand bearing soul

All Alone

I started to cry could anyone tell me why?
Many friends but no one to love to be free like a beautiful white dove to find my queen someday it that all I want?

But I come up empty after every hunt so now
I give up on this little game my heart is lonely it is always the same to stop this pain
I wish I knew how if you can help me?
Please do now

Lust

Sneaking into smoky room crazed with helpful drunkness pride asleep in the corner unaware of it's enternce.

High off a musky melody her life a lonely tragedy a coy glance, an innocent smile nothing between them but denile.

Candle light & dreary moons satid sheats & seductive tunes endless dreams of sleepless nights shadows dancing with delight.

Minds pushing thought away bodies acting as they may hunger overpowering with logic has finally quit.

Death

In your fact reaching out grasping at your thoughts pulling thuggling prying at your skull going for your deepest darkes most intimate secerts, porking your brain, walking with a fire porker, porking all over your thoughts until darkness enguff the silence screams or so that's what its seems like.

Trapped

In a body,
I want to disown its belongs to a girl
who's very alone she can't look into the mirror
without falling apart
can't walk out of the house without falling apart
her head bowing down
her eyes don't look up a circe,
the pain with no where to end.

Child being Abandon

Conceived out of lust. Born only to turn dust. Helplessly crying before a stanger's door, who her parents shut her from the world. But leaves her to wounder forevermore. Perhaps it'll be better that way, for the truth bring only dismay to the child she wrongly abandoned only to be loved again each day.

By the strangers who took her in. From candle to candle with care they watched her grow; her first step, they watched signed her first word. They watched her builded her first castle. They raised to be loved, raised her in maddness, surrounded with joy, and happiness in a stranger's home. Mother 'n' father whom cause her illness. They are the only parents that she will ever knew. Then one day when flowers slept in dew a stranger appeared before their door demanding the daughter what she had never have image. We don't ever convery anymore.

Goodbye

Ten times today I thought of you & ten times more tomorrow concurrently we meet in dreams but I'm all alone. You are far away adoration for you is evident in my mind. There is no one else but I wish you would stay away. For I cannot stand to look at you, when you don't notice me. I thought you loved me but I know. Now that you never have. Not loved me. I dream you did, that was then. This is today well tomorrow is tomorrow. I'll wait for you in my dreams. I'll pray for you when I'm not sleep, I will hope you see me the next time but I will probably see you in my Hell. Before I see you in heaven before I see you in my world I'll linger in your heaven from me. I will promise. I will awaits you in your own personal hell. And I will be there I guarantee will be reward yet. I still do love you. Its the philosophy my love you see. I can't have you neither can "She" love you another will mean death.